YOLO

Okay I should take back all my words that I had said : / yah, I'm in love with the guy I had earlier mention with and now after all we had being through, Yeah we together now :/ I like his smell like seriously so desperately! He is a very very over thinking person :/ and also can say he is a very pessimistical person :/  nvm just moving on and try to give he some sweet time for next time he can think back when he are down.

Now my situation is even my lecturer also more understand my personality than my parents do. My parents just hoping me can get everything to be perfect :( I'm not a doll that can been entourage by both of you!

EMO DEEP DEEP!
My first and only EX bro, going to study abroad, kind of sad!!!!
We used to be that close up until like he fetching me all the way that i want to go, pick me to school (he is staying at selayang and i was staying at dutamas, it's troublesome for he to fetch me), breakfast before school (we can like all the way from hartamas to jalan ipoh just for the dim sum breakfast), 
3G, Sunway, Prom, Graduation day, Publika, Plaza Damas, Changkat View, One Utama, Help. All the memorable place and event still in my mind :'(
Am i the only one who still remember all the things that we have been through?  
We used to viber every single night without fail.
Once after i had viber my boyfriend which also consider as his bro too, the person i will straight away call is he  :(

Sometimes when its late in night and i'm alone, i will have the strong feeling to call he and talk to he like now what i really wish to do.
I just asked my boyfriend to settle his friendship stuff but my own self problem also haven't solve it.
What i'm hoping now is he can accept back me to be back his bro and our relationship can just like back to December. This also will be the only last wishes that i wished before he leave Malaysia and flight to US.
Sometimes when i heard about his story, i will feeling like really want to cry. Why i'm not the one who listen direct from his mouth anymore. Now we are just like a pair of stranger which contain tons of memory.