WHAT A DAY

Okay, first and foremost my phone are no more functioning.
Second, even thought i did not cried but still really sad in deep inside.
Third, and also because of this, i must use laptop only can access the internet.
Fourth, and the laptop are cacat! Sometimes i cannot even connect the line.
Fifth, and this have causes me some problem such like making people upset.
THE END

Madam Goh going to kill me if she have read this "essays". I cannot use my phone anymore :'( seriously cause tons of problem because of this!!!! I'm not purposely to not replying the text but whenever i accidentally saw somebody's tweet which like shouldn't give much of hope on me, SERIOUSLY WILL MAKE ME TEAR OFF OKAY!!!!! I'm so sorry that i had late reply although facebook message have the function which is "seen" :-/

The person i mention earlier which i just newly met him that deep. He told me that he have problem and he will just only tell to the one who he trust on it but how many "the one" he have? And now he are telling me that he shouldn't give so much of hope on me. Its because everyone will just dump he once he have no value. I DID NOT OKAY!!!! I can't reply its because my laptop are a bit cacat, can't send off the message, I know its sound like an excuse but the fact is happened. 

I like to be everyone the favorite person but sometimes i will make people feel annoyed and so irritating. Like last time the person like my necklaces then i brought another one and give it to her, and you know what happened? She said i'm so annoying that forcing her to wear the same necklaces with her, WTF, MISS!!! I just trying to be good enough.

I very APPRECIATE whenever somebody told his/ her secret to me because this will make me feel that i'm important and the person who can rely with. Even thought maybe it's just a very small tiny problem, i also will try my very best to help out and solve it. But why there still no one that understand me :(

Its might have someone who understand me but the only one who i want her to be the first who listen my story are NOT HERE :(  Every times she went to travel also will happen some serious events and make everyone talk about it. And this time are happened to me :(

I felt very STRESS OUT when i have all this problem, but my self esteem will never ever let my tears drop off until the time i really couldn't stand on it. And this twitter thing seriously make me feeling like crying because of those "friendship" problem. This is really hurt when you hear somebody said they are not trusting on you :(

They said i had fall in him but i can clearly tell that I'M NOT!!!! He and me are the same type of person. Both of we might have a lots of friend but the one who can really listen our problem is just like very few or don't even have one :( I understand all his situation that he went through because i used to be in there too :(  I won't say that i'm the only one who can understand him but i might can be the only one who really can let he rely on me and listen all his problem.